Triumph Reborn was a blog I started after this blog, I eventually changed the name and turned it into a picture blog called rebirthed sky because I wasn't getting the amount of views of the site that I expected. All the posts are archives from that blog. the disclaimer at the end was on all these posts plus another one that I'm not reposting and will be on all future posts on this blog. In addition, I reactivated the fan page for this blog: https://www.facebook.com/leavingthedarkfortruth
True Love (posted on 5/30/15)
I wonder when will I know true love? I'm not talking about the love that causes you to marry someone. I'm talking about the love that only God can give. I've never received God's love fully. I only seem to get glimpses of it, its so mysterious to me, it scares me, and I don't understand it. I hope one day to reach that place in my life when I can accept God's love freely.
s.e.x. (posted on 6/1/15)
I ran away from God for years and all it produced was emptiness.
I remember being in tech school and thinking if I only have sex, I'll be fulfilled. I wasn't Romeo so I never got laid but I did have my heart broken. There nothing worse than having to hear a girl you were into and hung out with (for months) having sex with somebody twice her age and thinking to yourself in one hand shit that could have been me and on the other hand thank God, that I was protected from everything that comes with premarital sex. I didn't have the nerve to leave the hall, so it was torture but I eventually moved on and didn't waste my time trying to hook up with any women after that stinging incident.
Repaired not healed (posted on 7/27/15)
When I was a child. I knew I was different and I knew I wanted to be healed of my cleft palate and lip. I'm still waiting for God to heal me.
When people tell me that babies and others are healed of cleft palate and lips and then act because I had corrective surgery to repair it. That God wouldn't want to completely restore my nose (insult). These people think that western medicine is my only answer. When the truth is, it was the beginning of my healing not the completion of it. I want God to finish what the surgeon started. When people think that adults like me who had corrective surgery for cleft palate/lip and other conditions and act like the surgery is the end of it, it ignores Gods power, it also ignores the simple fact that I do not have the same breathing capacity as my friends because a surgeon can only cut out so much cartilage from your nose. Think I'm lying talk to Michael Jackson.
When you pray over my nose. You're showing me love. In addition, if you do this you will not just hit the physical, your going to hit emotional wounds. When you do that your directly assaulting the enemy's work in my life and if that doesn't excite you. Their is something wrong with you.
You think I have a powerful testimony now, how more powerful would it be if I was completely healed of this...
enjoyments (11/24/15)
cynicism... its how you blind yourself to the truth
anger... its a way to hang yourself.
judgment... its how friends kick you, when they don't understand you.
happy thanksgiving
this isn't aimed at anybody before I get shit from people on facebook.
I'm such a happy person!
A DISCLAIMER
I ask that if this post bothers you. You pray before you talk to me about it because prayer matters. A harsh word stirs up anger. I dare you to pray over the pain that will be discussed in these posts but I ask that you don't turn me into a ministry project. In addition, if I anger you because of something I write. Do me a favor look in the mirror first because I'm probably provoking a wound in you, unintentionally. If that isn't the case pray before we talk.
True Love (posted on 5/30/15)
I wonder when will I know true love? I'm not talking about the love that causes you to marry someone. I'm talking about the love that only God can give. I've never received God's love fully. I only seem to get glimpses of it, its so mysterious to me, it scares me, and I don't understand it. I hope one day to reach that place in my life when I can accept God's love freely.
s.e.x. (posted on 6/1/15)
I ran away from God for years and all it produced was emptiness.
I remember being in tech school and thinking if I only have sex, I'll be fulfilled. I wasn't Romeo so I never got laid but I did have my heart broken. There nothing worse than having to hear a girl you were into and hung out with (for months) having sex with somebody twice her age and thinking to yourself in one hand shit that could have been me and on the other hand thank God, that I was protected from everything that comes with premarital sex. I didn't have the nerve to leave the hall, so it was torture but I eventually moved on and didn't waste my time trying to hook up with any women after that stinging incident.
Repaired not healed (posted on 7/27/15)
When I was a child. I knew I was different and I knew I wanted to be healed of my cleft palate and lip. I'm still waiting for God to heal me.
When people tell me that babies and others are healed of cleft palate and lips and then act because I had corrective surgery to repair it. That God wouldn't want to completely restore my nose (insult). These people think that western medicine is my only answer. When the truth is, it was the beginning of my healing not the completion of it. I want God to finish what the surgeon started. When people think that adults like me who had corrective surgery for cleft palate/lip and other conditions and act like the surgery is the end of it, it ignores Gods power, it also ignores the simple fact that I do not have the same breathing capacity as my friends because a surgeon can only cut out so much cartilage from your nose. Think I'm lying talk to Michael Jackson.
When you pray over my nose. You're showing me love. In addition, if you do this you will not just hit the physical, your going to hit emotional wounds. When you do that your directly assaulting the enemy's work in my life and if that doesn't excite you. Their is something wrong with you.
You think I have a powerful testimony now, how more powerful would it be if I was completely healed of this...
enjoyments (11/24/15)
cynicism... its how you blind yourself to the truth
anger... its a way to hang yourself.
judgment... its how friends kick you, when they don't understand you.
happy thanksgiving
this isn't aimed at anybody before I get shit from people on facebook.
I'm such a happy person!
A DISCLAIMER
I ask that if this post bothers you. You pray before you talk to me about it because prayer matters. A harsh word stirs up anger. I dare you to pray over the pain that will be discussed in these posts but I ask that you don't turn me into a ministry project. In addition, if I anger you because of something I write. Do me a favor look in the mirror first because I'm probably provoking a wound in you, unintentionally. If that isn't the case pray before we talk.
