the decision

I use to cry a lot when I was a kid.  Then, one day when i was between the ages of 11-13 i decided that i would never cry again.  i guess being called a crybaby basically your whole childhood has a negative effect.  Since that day i have only cried 3 times.  I don't think i know how to cry anymore.  this doesn't mean that i think i'm incapable of crying.  I get upset about things, i'm very emotional, people just don't realize it.  Personally, I think sometimes people mistake my emotion for something else, what that is you would have to ask them.  since i don't want to put words into peoples mouths.  I just can't seem to lose it when sometimes i probably should... that is changing.

friday night lights (2005)

http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0390022
6/10

perfect

perfect

let it take hold
we have perverted. destroyed the truth
exchanged for a slant or fiction that feeds the part of me
that will become the darkest place of all
one thought one word spoken
all of this exist unto you
in everything i believe and see that confirms  the love
we have perverted. destroyed the truth
exchanged for a fabrication
this hope that lies within exposed for all to see
let it take hold
i choose a perfect way
in everything i believe and see that confirms the love
can i receive this gift never ceasing?
this hope that lies with in. let it take hold

by living sacrifice

walkout (neptune diner)

I just have to say that this post is not meant to bash neptune diner in lancaster city its probably the best diner in lancaster county, the food is awesome. 

However, as a person who is farely loyal to that diner.  I found it mildly annoying today that first i sit down at my booth and have to wait 15 or so minutes for a waiter to come.  Further, the diner was not really busy, just for your information.  When this lady comes i ask for water and i don't get it.  I am sitting there thinking what's taking so long.  Five or so minutes pass and i see this same lady get the coffee mug and walk into the back.  Ten minutes later I left the diner and went to mcdonalds.  I never said anything to anybody in the diner because i was a little peeved.

a brevity of sin

not the way its supposed to be: a brevity of sin
by cornelius plantinga, jr

this will be rewritten
9/10

forrest gump (1994)

http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0109830

8/10

c.l.

ho hum...

i printed out my first cover letter since late march today, yep, i rock. the letter is for a medical billing office, i don't want to say the company since i don't need this site to be found by employers. 

banana cream pie (baj)

yummy!  I liked this ice cream.

7/10

my ankle issues

my ankle moved during prayer april 14th. they prayed for it for half an hour

april 19th they prayed for my ankle again and it moved again
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written aug 13th

my ankle seemingly has gotten better on its own, i guess time was what i need for it to get better.  I am happy about this since i can walk now with no pain.  thank you Lord and thanks to those of you who prayed!

the only annoying thing is sometimes if i walk to much my foot will start to hurt as soon as that happens i go inside.

ps. i injured my ankle walking outside -- it's been about a year since the injury.

the dark knight rises

too long and overrated, plus batman takes a vacation most of the movie. yea if you don't like my view of the movie, go suck on a rock.

volun-tiramisu

horrible, lousy, waste of money

3/10

peanut butter world

pretty good

6/10

rocky road-ish

I normally hate rocky road ice cream but in this case its great.  This is a different interpretation of rocky road that i really liked.  My favorite part was the chocolate covered almonds which i thought was brilliant.

7/10

mosquito love

my legs are all itchy because mosquito's love me.  I do not like their adoration, I hate it.  They really liked my ankles this time, the bastards.  mosquitos are like politicians the only difference is they don't talk.  they just suck my blood, i should put signs on my legs that say dinner and walk around the yard with a dinner bell.