Tuesday, August 28, 2012

the decision

I use to cry a lot when I was a kid.  Then, one day when i was between the ages of 11-13 i decided that i would never cry again.  i guess being called a crybaby basically your whole childhood has a negative effect.  Since that day i have only cried 3 times.  I don't think i know how to cry anymore.  this doesn't mean that i think i'm incapable of crying.  I get upset about things, i'm very emotional, people just don't realize it.  Personally, I think sometimes people mistake my emotion for something else, what that is you would have to ask them.  since i don't want to put words into peoples mouths.  I just can't seem to lose it when sometimes i probably should... that is changing.

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