1:15 am

i'm bored, so what else is new.  i could go outside but it is cold outside.  i could call one of my old friends before i went to johnstown (07-08).  that's a joke.  i'm sure that would be awkward.  i haven't seen them in over 4 years.  i've always wondered if i did something and that's why after i came back from school they didn't want to have anything to do with me.  i hope i'm not bitter about that that but it was upsetting, since i never understood it.  when people blow you off whether its excuses given to you in fb messages or them never bothering to call you back its upsetting.  i have tried off and on for over 4 years to get together with these people and i have had no success which has made me question everything from the past. 

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