the cd incident

The day was like any other day in my sophomore year of high school.  During those years, 9 & 10th grades my brother took me to school.  That particular day was different because my brother's cruelty showed up.  I opened the car door got in and he called me ugly... i had been called this my whole childhood and hadn't been called it in years.  I flipped out in the car and tried to destroy his cd player.  He reacted by punching me in the face.  I went inside crying and my mother took me to school.  When I got to school I found out that i had been "beaten up," apparently one punch is all it takes according to an older brother.  I corrected the kid who told me of my so-called "beating."  My mother screamed at him when he got home.

I just wanted to say to my brother that I forgive you for calling me ugly.  I also forgive you for punching me and for spreading gossip about me.

I also forgive the kid who told me of my "beating."

Now i want to apologize to my brother for reacting and getting angry when you called me ugly.  In addition, I apologize for being immature when i tried to destroy the cd player.  I should have just gotten out of the car and went inside.

I hope some day to be able to say this to my brother about this and other incidents between us but at this moment we really do not have much of a relationship.